½ time had passed…. when it´s come to the half of everything, it always make you feel so weird. Beside it´s half of the project,it´s also half of the year. Thing go up and down, struggle of the feeling of in between.
Month of chaos and space, Many people left both for short term and go home. Despite all of that turn out the thing that bad thing is you didn't have time to spend with them as much as you want to or as much as I will regret with the thing I didn't do. You would like to be strong in this fragile current of emotion despite of all that, your daily life have to still flowing.But then again thing happen just to show you that not thing as bad as it´s seem and you found many people who will be there for you.
I learn to be with different people and also learn thing I would like to give back to them as well.
Book Store Night
I had opportunity to go to the event at the little cafe in Murcia, the writer is the activism and also feminism. It´s give me a huge opportunity to the story from the different view or from what I know base on what I know. The topic is about her book that show another side of the activism that has been going on. Beside all the interesting topics that she talked, all of the people who come are also inspired which make the space more warm and welcoming. In this little cafe I feel safe. I feel free to talk, dress, express and ect. without being judge due to the standard of the outside world always do to everyone. It gave me many inspiration about how I want to change me and the freedom to express within. Also see the pro and con between movement in the area of my country and other.
For people who don't know about this, for the short explanation is the event to celebrate the culture and pride of LGBT which taken many palaces in the world. They had one in Murcia which is the city near where I live. In the parade is full with dances, music and people with all kinds. At night they´re also have concert in the city. It´s really nice to see something like this and soon I wish to participate one in Bangkok as well. Despite all of the rainbow, they also have other people against this which sometime lead to violence. No explanation seem to make sense for me but of course this is base on my own personal experience.
As far as I can say this month is going up and down every few days with various reasons. The hardest part and the easiest part all come and goes and new one always come up. The way to learn isn´t always come like you expected.